mentally drained
i need fuel for the brain
all i feel like doing is rot
rot and rot no more
i'm getting out of this cave
it's making me too lazy
yy here @ 11:51 PM

reason is simple. ain't confident, so enjoy the fun.
yy here @ 2:02 PM

Nothing is unfair in the game called LOVE.
There isn't anything to miss when it didn't really exist in the first place.
yy here @ 8:32 AM

yy here @ 11:29 PM

awesome :)
my first HD for written report.
praying real hard that the 2nd assignment won't destroy my HD dream.

nothing is impossible,
impossible is nothing;
you just have to work hard for it.
yy here @ 4:03 PM

cavewoman aint my life.
it makes me go from :D to :) to :/ to :( .
maybe i should chill abit,
since it's 3 papers this sem.
time to get out of the cave bfore my social life is destructed.

self-doubt freaks me out.
yy here @ 12:36 AM

done with major proj and it's awesome :)
it feels good knowing that maximum effort was put into it.
tried our best, whatever is the result, no regrets.
this is the way it should be,
and how i wished i could do the same for other aspects..

com lab's ms word crashed on me;
'ctrl s' did not save me cuz thumbdrive died on me.
trusty technology, thanks :(
yy here @ 10:47 PM

i know what you're trying to do,
but i don't think it'll work.
time-space compression rubbish;
it's still too long too far.

funny to see how it always turn out wrong.
yy here @ 8:34 AM

very upset, but it's too late.
all i can do is pray.
50% efforts in 40% coursework,
god bless.
waiting and depending on others is just too risky.

need to be less selfish and more forgiving.

this is so depressing, 40% :(

not here listening me grumble :( x2
yy here @ 8:25 PM

i was told that sometimes it's better to be left without choices than having to choose. in relation to the many wrong choices i'd made, i agree. i've more than enough time to make the right one now; no excuses.

workload gets heavier each day :( assignments are near completion, and i wish i can end off here without a but, BUT revision lectures starting in 2 days time. this sem is madness, which i know will get worst as i proceed to my final year, next year. breathe, better stop thinking too far ahead and take things one at a time.

some say i should be more sensitive; others say what for tire yourself trying to satisfy everybody. i say i just need to find the right balance.

to sidetrack a little,
subway cookies rock.
yy here @ 3:02 PM

nothing will be right if i don't ditch the idea that they only see me as a tool to build on their ego. it was 2009, it's 2010, gonna be 2011 soon. they say risk averse people prefers marketing to finance. true indeed. what if i fall again?
yy here @ 5:47 PM

shall see how true those words stand,
keeping in mind that words are free.

then again,
it could be fake.
it's not like reading a book;
can't understand within a week.

the same reason i told myself.
the same phrase repeated in my head.
"whatever happened.. .. stays.."
yy here @ 1:23 AM

dangerous gem, you can't tie a ram.
heart of steel, you need to remain still.

think of priorities.
think of all nightmares, crazy nonsense and shit it will bring.

so many days to count.
no, my brain won't count.
avoid, dodge, hide, run.

heave a sigh of relief;
at least you have to leave.
no problems till then,
prolly everything will be back to zero and i'll hv nth to think.

i hate hangover
yy here @ 2:03 PM