here's my one last piece of rubbish before i fly..

i believe my love luck is improving,
losing $$ much.
maybe i'll be back with a hot german dude,
one that knows how to play MJ :)

goodbye,
i'll be back in 3.5 weeks time.
till then,
take care my dear friends.
yy here @ 8:00 PM

simple music,
plain and raw yet beautiful.
just like certain things in life,
look at it as just it,
don't read too deep, think too much and complicate it;
don't be delusional.

every time i see you i wished i could tell you,
many asked me to,
but no cuz i think it'd break you.

nothing more than a tool to build on your freaking ego.
crystal clear now.
i'm damn sure anyone can be better.
yy here @ 3:45 PM

my favourite dim sum stall,
126 at geylang between lor 15 and 17.
faces a stretch of brightly lit durian stalls.
walking distance from aljunied mrt.
best part is they open 24/7,
a good supper place after..
mahjong.


yy here @ 3:56 AM

watch this :)
backup plan.
personally think it's better than iron man 2 and ip man 2.
feel that the story is easier to follow and relate to.
love watching such shows,
funny, pace just right, very relaxing.


Zoe thought she'll never find the right guy and went for artificial insemination. Who knows, she really found the one, but she's pregnant already. So things became complicated and stuff. Like every love story, it's a little off reality. But some parts are really meaningful.

"only when you put away distrust.."

dim sum & mahjong combo;
good life :)
yy here @ 6:10 PM

let's face the fact.
everyone is attracted by good looks,
no doubt.
you are good looking,
i'll steal additional glances.
then, that's it.
probably, when you open your mouth, i'll just turn away.

beauty catches the eyes, but personality catches the heart.
and communication, the foundation to everything.
yy here @ 10:55 PM

yy here @ 10:42 AM

i bet there's a million posts on mother's day,
and so, here's mine.



a little more spacious and clean :)
yy here @ 12:28 AM

and so, the three perspectives.

I'll be nice to you
Modern - only if you're my friend
Symbolic interpretive - only if you're nice to me
Postmodern - and everyone else too

I love you
M - if you fit this list
S - so long you make my heart flutter and fit the more important things in the list
PM - there's no list, and if I ain't got you..

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You (Official Music Video) - Watch more top selected videos about: Alicia_Keys



i love her old pieces.

love luck's inverse relationship with gamble luck,
PROVEN.
when you are the only "in a relationship" on the table, gg
nahh just an exploratory research :D

schoolwork infested my brain


yy here @ 12:49 PM

The weather is getting weird indeed. Just a moment ago it was blazing hot, giving me a real good reason to laze the day off. Then, sudden lightning and thunder, making wide awake now! :(

When I was little, lightning and thunder used to freak me out. I remember there was once when my mum was cooking and me sleeping, then all of the sudden this huge strike came. Somehow, my wails lagged a bit and my mum thought I was fine and didn't check on me. That moment of loneliness, staring at the window feeling lost, I can still feel it. Feels like only yesterday and I really wish it was. Then I would be five, mini me with parents to shelter all blows of life. I would be, so to speak, living a worry-free life.

Holiday mood settling in :) A bowl of koko crunch and my series of lie to me sufficiently satisfy my lazy day. Not only that, the awesome holiday that is coming is driving huge fantasies. Hohoho.. it's really can't wait, CAN'T WAIT kind of excitement that is overwhelming me.

The little pleasures in life. Just this late morning, I was feeling jealous of the homecook smells cuz it was great but.. from next door! Then, no more, grateful that Debbie invited me for dinner :D

Still yet to catch IP MAN :( Donnie Yen is charming and I really want to catch him on huge screen!


yy here @ 2:56 PM

it's really good to leave SG for awhile.
city square, just across the custom,
where eating, singing and shopping is so much more affordable :)
there's cinema too!
i want to go back there again, like next week?


i can't help but wonder.
love as tangibles;
will love be overtaken by money and credentials one day?
the blush and that tinkling sensation of happiness when he's near classified only as hormonal fluctuation?
people becoming more realistic.
profiling instead of feelings,
what's true love?
does it still exist?

never fail to infiltrate my mind
yy here @ 10:15 PM

the recent TP student's suicide made me reflect much. life, death, love and all. it's so sad, 18 years old. maybe life became too harsh all of the sudden.. but for a guy, a broken relationship, it doesn't seem right.



once in a while i would scroll all the way back, to find the pic i love yet hate. thought that i had it but everything was nothing but surreal. it never fails to make me reflect on how people loves to act strong, or rather, me. strong as we seem to be, it's nothing more than a cover up for our weaknesses. sometimes we are such good actors that we became immune to how we feel. happiness seems superficial, when such feelings leave, the true emptiness and pain behind invade. then again, pain seems superficial. it seems to arrive only when one is left unoccupied.

i see life as a graph of quadratic properties. peak brings laughter but they are short-lived and the next moment you are at trough where sadness seems to overwhelm you. then, you find yourself blinded, forgetting about the better things in life. people who are strong enough manage to survive. sadly, those who do not, selfishly quit, leaving those who love them to suffer indefinite pain.

they forgot, after trough, peak returns, at least that's what my maths teacher used to teach.
yy here @ 9:37 PM

young pretty talented,
traits many are jealous of.
bluffed by her smiles,
people who thinks she was happy,
now confounded by her suicide.
that mask, she played it well.

http://www.melonxz.blogspot.com/
cache of her blog.

only a stranger yet such overwhelming emotions.

i should spend more time caring for my friends,
you should too.
yy here @ 2:40 PM